:Vulnerable Me:

you have always had the key to my heart,

2012-02-12T06:59:00.000-10:00

i'm glad that i have someone to share about everything and the fact that im not ashamed with my imperfection in front of him,, the < to my 3

2012-02-08T20:45:00.000-10:00

semalam tengok2 fb, then ada lah kawan share artikel news pasal sesuatu yg agak sensitif sebab berkaitan gejala 18sx dan org2 yg terlibat tu pun memang di kenali. mula2 sy rasa macam "eww memang di kampung sana tu gejala sosial banyak" rasa menyampah pun ada, tapi itu sebelum sy tau siapa budak2 yg terlibat dlm kegiatan 18sx tu, then bila my second brother bagitau siapa budak itu, tiba2 muncul

a heart full with sins

2012-02-08T09:34:00.000-10:00

ya Allah, please forgive me for all the bad things i've done and said i couldn't sleep tonight thinking about all the sins i've made. ya Allah, hati ini berat ketika dahulu, hati ini pernah menafikan kebenaran, hati ini seringkali buta, hati ini gelap! ampunkan diri ini yg seringkali menjauhi diriMu, ampunkan diri ini yg selalu berburuk sangka terhadap makhluk2 mu, ampunkan aku ya Allah.

2012-01-30T21:59:00.000-10:00

Hari ini sangat bosan tahu? tidak tau apa perlu buat, i've done cooking and watching some of "how i meet your mother" ketawa sendiri2. dulu tiap kali cuti sem, mesti mama suruh kerja di hotel, but this time im so freakkiiing lazy to work. why? because i don't want to go to work naik bus. sebab dalam otak saya rasa kalau naik bus mest terserempak dengan orang2 yang tidak di gemari. hmm. its been

2012-01-30T06:02:00.001-10:00

2012-01-28T06:42:00.000-10:00

No, i didn't held any grudge with the men who turned me into disable person since i was 5 years old.

2012-01-28T06:06:00.000-10:00

I’m that girl who forgives everyone who gets mad at me. I’m that girl who cares way too much about what people think of her. I’m that girl who fears being alone. I’m that girl who is scared of growing up. I’m that girl who acts like I’m tough when really, I feel like crying. I’m that girl who says yes to everything, because I hate disappointing people. I’m that girl who tries to be nice to

Rezeki, Takdir dan Umur

2012-01-27T01:10:00.000-10:00

Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda “Sesungguhnya seseorang itu terhalang rezekinya disebabkan dosa yang dilakukannya; tidak ada yang boleh menolak takdir melainkan dengan doa dan tidak bertambahnya umur kecuali dengan amal kebajikan” (Riwayat Ibnu Hibban). 1. Rezeki Terhalang Disebabkan Dosa Yang Dilakukan Dalam hadith yang lain disebut disebut “Sesiapa yang rezekinya lambat, perbanyakkan istigfar.

things never come easy.

2012-01-25T20:35:00.000-10:00

Love is a funny thing. You expect it to be easy. You expect it to be a world of roses and laughs and perfect moments that you find only in movies. You expect him to always say the right thing, and always know exactly how you feel, or exactly how to react to it. You expect him to calm you down when you’re yelling or to chase you when you run away. You expect so much that you feel entirely, utterly

#13

2012-01-25T07:06:00.002-10:00

13. He’s not perfect. You aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold onto him and give him the most you can. He isn’t going to quote poetry, he’s not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don’t

Notes to self

2011-09-19T16:38:00.000-10:00